What do you do when Life hands you lemons?

I decided to make lemonade!!!! Let me explain..... You know the past couple of posts have seemed like I have been overwhelmed with the parenting thing, and believe me at times it does feel that way, but the past couple of weeks have been extra hard for a different reason. I should have recognized this and waited to post updates about my precious Wyatt. Months ago you may remember me mentioning that we were praying about, and considering our options for more children? Well, we decided to go through another round of fertility treatments only this time we did not share our plans with the world, mainly because if I tell 50 people I am going through treatment then my past experience has said I would have to go back and tell 50 people it did not work. Well, little did I know that we would have the experience we did! We were successful, and for the first time in my life I heard the words" your pregnant", but the HCG levels did not look good, and for over 2 weeks I went back every 3 days to have my levels checked. I learned one week ago today that we had a miscarriage, they considered me 6 weeks pregnant. Now, that is the bad news, but please do not be sad for us! The good news is that I have the ultimate physician in God, and as I told my Dr last week, medically I am at a great clinic, but God had the plans worked out before I ever started this cycle. I have decided to share this with each of you now because 1. you are my prayer warriors, 2. because this is one of my "life defining moments"and 3. because this is a journal for Wyatt, and his siblings and I will enjoy looking back on this in the years to come, and saying this is what God had planned for us! I must admit I came home last Monday, and had a pity party(only I showed up), and I cried and cried...... I collected myself, went and picked Wyatt up a little early from school, and we had a play date. I remember telling myself I have a choice, and I choose to count my blessings, and Wyatt is such a great blessing that has already been trusted to our care. We are doing well, and we plan to take the summer and enjoy each other. Stay tuned for what the Fall season might hold for us....... Now, is a good time for me to sit still, and listen with my heart and see what path we may be sent down........